1 00:00:18,976 --> 00:00:22,976 Dear Diary, in a city far from home Rachel Earl was running. 2 00:00:23,616 --> 00:00:25,317 Yes, that's right, running. 3 00:00:25,417 --> 00:00:28,477 And a running Rae Earl is not something you see very often, 4 00:00:28,577 --> 00:00:30,358 but this was an emergency. 5 00:00:30,458 --> 00:00:32,958 Even if Johnny Depp was beckoning me from the top of the hill with his penis, 6 00:00:33,058 --> 00:00:35,238 - it would have to wait. 7 00:00:35,338 --> 00:00:36,319 Sorry, Johnny. 8 00:00:36,419 --> 00:00:38,419 I was late. 9 00:00:40,339 --> 00:00:44,340 * You're all out of time. * 10 00:00:48,541 --> 00:00:52,541 CLOCK CHIMES 11 00:01:04,503 --> 00:01:06,844 Hiya. 12 00:01:06,944 --> 00:01:09,524 You'll have read Hamlet, is that correct? 13 00:01:09,624 --> 00:01:12,125 Oh, actually, we're doing Macbeth. 14 00:01:12,225 --> 00:01:14,245 So you'll have read Hamlet. 15 00:01:14,345 --> 00:01:17,086 I've seen the film. 16 00:01:17,186 --> 00:01:18,646 The film? 17 00:01:18,746 --> 00:01:21,687 With Mel Gibson. 18 00:01:21,787 --> 00:01:24,167 Where are you studying, Rachel? 19 00:01:24,267 --> 00:01:26,327 It's called Stamford City College. 20 00:01:26,427 --> 00:01:28,128 Your other A levels being... ? 21 00:01:28,228 --> 00:01:31,848 Sociology and Performing Arts. 22 00:01:31,948 --> 00:01:34,609 Just those? 23 00:01:34,709 --> 00:01:37,049 Just those. 24 00:01:37,149 --> 00:01:41,150 Well, then, that should afford you plenty of time for extra reading. 25 00:01:42,510 --> 00:01:46,511 Or watching films. 26 00:01:50,071 --> 00:01:51,452 It's all right for you, isn't it? 27 00:01:51,552 --> 00:01:52,572 Excuse me? 28 00:01:52,672 --> 00:01:54,772 I'm just saying, it's all right for you. 29 00:01:54,872 --> 00:01:57,893 I'm sure YOU'VE got plenty of time for extra reading, 30 00:01:57,993 --> 00:02:00,653 but I live in the real world... 31 00:02:00,753 --> 00:02:02,694 ... and sometimes in the real world, 32 00:02:02,794 --> 00:02:06,734 real life gets in the way of extra reading. 33 00:02:06,834 --> 00:02:09,895 Look, I'm sorry that I haven't read Hamlet. 34 00:02:09,995 --> 00:02:12,455 I love Shakespeare, I do, 35 00:02:12,555 --> 00:02:14,896 but Shakespeare doesn't change my baby sister's nappies 36 00:02:14,996 --> 00:02:16,536 in the middle of the night, 37 00:02:16,636 --> 00:02:19,897 Shakespeare doesn't turn the light on when I'm having a nightmare 38 00:02:19,997 --> 00:02:23,737 and Shakespeare, sure as shit, never gets his round in... 39 00:02:23,837 --> 00:02:26,898 at least not in my local. 40 00:02:26,998 --> 00:02:30,999 From what I can tell from the film, Hamlet is a tragedy of indecision. 41 00:02:31,959 --> 00:02:35,959 It's one of the few mental health problems I don't suffer with. 42 00:02:36,399 --> 00:02:40,400 It's a shame you're not as cool as the city that you work in. 43 00:02:40,720 --> 00:02:44,721 And that, ladies and gentlemen... 44 00:02:49,282 --> 00:02:51,622 And that, ladies and gentlemen, 45 00:02:51,722 --> 00:02:55,143 is how you fuck up a university interview. 46 00:02:55,243 --> 00:02:58,903 But this... pretty much everything I'm about to tell you... 47 00:02:59,003 --> 00:03:03,064 was why it didn't matter in the slightest. 48 00:03:03,164 --> 00:03:07,165 THEME MUSIC: One To Another by the Charlatans 49 00:03:10,885 --> 00:03:13,586 * I hear our day's coming * 50 00:03:13,686 --> 00:03:15,826 * Gets sweeter every year * 51 00:03:15,926 --> 00:03:17,947 * Tomorrow could be too easy * 52 00:03:18,047 --> 00:03:20,867 * And today's going to be too near * 53 00:03:20,967 --> 00:03:22,628 * Justice for believers * 54 00:03:22,728 --> 00:03:24,988 * And love can keep the faith * 55 00:03:25,088 --> 00:03:27,188 * I don't need you I can't buy you * 56 00:03:27,288 --> 00:03:31,189 * I can't hurt you. * 57 00:03:41,291 --> 00:03:43,191 This was the year of A levels. 58 00:03:43,291 --> 00:03:45,632 The biggest summer since records began. 59 00:03:45,732 --> 00:03:48,272 But we were ready. More than ready. 60 00:03:48,372 --> 00:03:51,313 We knew who we were, we knew where we were going 61 00:03:51,413 --> 00:03:54,513 and, like Stamford's answer to Destiny's Child, 62 00:03:54,613 --> 00:03:58,614 we were ready to take over the world. 63 00:03:59,854 --> 00:04:02,194 I had already found my dream job. 64 00:04:02,294 --> 00:04:05,875 Town Records was off-the-scale amazing. 65 00:04:05,975 --> 00:04:09,976 Like living in your actual hobby. 66 00:04:12,256 --> 00:04:16,257 My baby sister was growing cuter by the minute. 67 00:04:16,977 --> 00:04:20,158 Finn's arse was peachier than ever. 68 00:04:20,258 --> 00:04:22,798 I had the gang by my side. I was happy, 69 00:04:22,898 --> 00:04:26,899 I was healthy, and I hadn't hurt myself in over a year. 70 00:04:33,180 --> 00:04:35,080 Here we go. 71 00:04:35,180 --> 00:04:36,920 14 Toxic Bombs. 72 00:04:37,020 --> 00:04:39,961 I found the recipe on something called "The Net". 73 00:04:40,061 --> 00:04:41,441 There we go, one for you. 74 00:04:41,541 --> 00:04:44,882 Chop can have mine... I'm not drinking until the Leavers' Ball. 75 00:04:44,982 --> 00:04:47,042 Rae? 76 00:04:47,142 --> 00:04:49,043 Well, why can't I have mine? 77 00:04:49,143 --> 00:04:51,723 You're supposed to be my revision partner. 78 00:04:51,823 --> 00:04:52,803 - Cheers. - Stop. 79 00:04:52,903 --> 00:04:55,844 Wait, wait. Oi! 80 00:04:55,944 --> 00:04:57,804 There's some announcements to be made first. 81 00:04:57,904 --> 00:05:01,365 To mark the fact this is our last summer in Stamford, 82 00:05:01,465 --> 00:05:03,005 I'm going to be getting a tattoo. 83 00:05:03,105 --> 00:05:05,085 You've got to be tattoo mad, how many do you need? 84 00:05:05,185 --> 00:05:06,246 No, I've got one of Izzy 85 00:05:06,346 --> 00:05:09,006 and I'm getting one up here, too... the gang. 86 00:05:09,106 --> 00:05:12,967 So that every time I look at it, I think of you lot. 87 00:05:13,067 --> 00:05:14,967 So sweet. 88 00:05:15,067 --> 00:05:16,407 No, wait, wait, wait. 89 00:05:16,507 --> 00:05:18,368 You said announcements. Plural. 90 00:05:18,468 --> 00:05:20,768 Oh, yeah. Finn's got news and all. Go on. 91 00:05:20,868 --> 00:05:22,248 - Don't, don't. - Go on. 92 00:05:22,348 --> 00:05:25,049 I've not even told Rae yet, knobhead. 93 00:05:25,149 --> 00:05:27,729 Well, told me what? 94 00:05:27,829 --> 00:05:31,830 I've been doing a few extra jobs, and I've put down a deposit 95 00:05:34,190 --> 00:05:36,651 on flat to rent above the bookies. 96 00:05:36,751 --> 00:05:40,752 - Good boy, Finn! - I move in Friday, don't I? 97 00:05:41,312 --> 00:05:43,932 - Hang on. This Friday? - Yeah. 98 00:05:44,032 --> 00:05:48,053 Oh, no. You know what's happening this Friday, don't you? 99 00:05:48,153 --> 00:05:52,294 The biggest flat-warming party in the 20th century. 100 00:05:52,394 --> 00:05:53,854 That's what's happening! 101 00:05:53,954 --> 00:05:55,014 THEY CHEER 102 00:05:55,114 --> 00:05:57,735 I've got exams, I'm not going. 103 00:05:57,835 --> 00:06:01,835 I'm not. 104 00:06:02,635 --> 00:06:06,776 I move in Friday, but I've got the keys already. 105 00:06:06,876 --> 00:06:10,217 Come round if you don't believe me. 106 00:06:10,317 --> 00:06:13,297 And that, Dear Diary, is the point I'm making. 107 00:06:13,397 --> 00:06:16,458 Why didn't fucking up your university interview matter? 108 00:06:16,558 --> 00:06:19,498 Because, there was only one place on the entire planet 109 00:06:19,598 --> 00:06:23,599 I ever wanted to be. 110 00:06:26,840 --> 00:06:29,180 Right, come on, Mr University. 111 00:06:29,280 --> 00:06:32,221 How you feeling about Durham? 112 00:06:32,321 --> 00:06:35,181 Honestly, Rae, I'm bricking it. 113 00:06:35,281 --> 00:06:37,662 Why? 114 00:06:37,762 --> 00:06:39,542 It's not leaving here or anything, 115 00:06:39,642 --> 00:06:43,643 it's just, I don't want to be the only gay guy on campus who hasn't 116 00:06:46,123 --> 00:06:47,703 actually... 117 00:06:47,803 --> 00:06:49,344 actually... 118 00:06:49,444 --> 00:06:51,064 - Right. Yeah? - Yeah, 119 00:06:51,164 --> 00:06:55,025 then I pledge to spending my time helping you find 120 00:06:55,125 --> 00:06:57,385 the hottest man in Stamford. 121 00:06:57,485 --> 00:07:00,666 I don't like it, Archie, but I'll do it. 122 00:07:00,766 --> 00:07:02,946 - Well that's awfully big of you, Rae. - I know. 123 00:07:03,046 --> 00:07:05,306 Thank you, though. Give us a kiss. 124 00:07:05,406 --> 00:07:10,727 Hey and who knows? Sex could be around the very next corner. 125 00:07:11,487 --> 00:07:15,488 I'm OK with that. 126 00:07:17,688 --> 00:07:21,629 And in answer to the question I know you've been asking... 127 00:07:21,729 --> 00:07:25,730 Yes, we had been, on a massively regular basis. 128 00:07:28,170 --> 00:07:32,171 Do you know what the best thing about having my own flat is? 129 00:07:39,092 --> 00:07:41,473 There was something about being with him. 130 00:07:41,573 --> 00:07:45,573 Our bodies just went together like sexually explicit Lego. 131 00:07:47,574 --> 00:07:49,354 I love you. 132 00:07:49,454 --> 00:07:50,474 What? 133 00:07:50,574 --> 00:07:52,835 MUFFLED: I love you. 134 00:07:52,935 --> 00:07:56,595 What did you just say? 135 00:07:56,695 --> 00:07:58,676 I said, 136 00:07:58,776 --> 00:08:00,716 I... 137 00:08:00,816 --> 00:08:02,476 ... love 138 00:08:02,576 --> 00:08:04,557 you. 139 00:08:07,057 --> 00:08:10,518 Oh, my God, he had actually said it! 140 00:08:10,618 --> 00:08:14,618 The words were like music, they spread and tingled through my veins. 141 00:08:16,299 --> 00:08:19,799 Life was so perfect, I could burst! 142 00:08:19,899 --> 00:08:22,520 MUSIC: National Express by The Divine Comedy 143 00:08:22,620 --> 00:08:26,620 * The air is free. * 144 00:08:29,621 --> 00:08:31,161 What time do you call this? 145 00:08:31,261 --> 00:08:34,402 You are supposed to be studying, young lady. 146 00:08:34,502 --> 00:08:38,503 Oh, you got a letter, it's behind the pig. 147 00:08:45,384 --> 00:08:47,044 It's Blockbusters, isn't it? 148 00:08:47,144 --> 00:08:48,644 Wanting Benny and Joon back. 149 00:08:48,744 --> 00:08:50,765 They're going to take you to court in the end, Rae... 150 00:08:50,865 --> 00:08:52,605 it's been over a year. 151 00:08:52,705 --> 00:08:56,706 Fine, I'll sort it. 152 00:09:19,150 --> 00:09:21,290 Oh, tits. 153 00:09:21,390 --> 00:09:24,571 BABY CRYING 154 00:09:24,671 --> 00:09:28,671 FAINT VOICES 155 00:09:39,673 --> 00:09:42,014 I'm not going. 156 00:09:42,114 --> 00:09:43,974 I'm not. 157 00:09:44,074 --> 00:09:46,654 Threw the letter away. 158 00:09:46,754 --> 00:09:50,755 I love Stamford. And I love my mates. 159 00:09:52,956 --> 00:09:55,456 And my boyfriend loves me. 160 00:09:55,556 --> 00:09:58,176 He said so. 161 00:09:58,276 --> 00:10:04,017 Rae, we've worked so hard. And now there's this incredible opportunity. 162 00:10:04,117 --> 00:10:07,178 And you have to take it. 163 00:10:07,278 --> 00:10:11,059 I can't see how you can't see that. 164 00:10:11,159 --> 00:10:12,779 Whenever I come to you with a problem, 165 00:10:12,879 --> 00:10:15,860 you always do the same classic Kester thing... 166 00:10:15,960 --> 00:10:18,980 you throw it straight back. "I don't know, Rae. You tell me. 167 00:10:19,080 --> 00:10:21,180 What do you think you should do?" 168 00:10:21,280 --> 00:10:25,021 And I know why. I get it. 169 00:10:25,121 --> 00:10:29,182 You're trying to help me work things out for myself. 170 00:10:29,282 --> 00:10:33,283 So why is it this time you're trying to tell me what to do? 171 00:10:34,083 --> 00:10:36,903 Because... 172 00:10:37,003 --> 00:10:39,664 ... you don't know what's out there. Not yet. 173 00:10:39,764 --> 00:10:41,464 You barely know what's over the next hill. 174 00:10:41,564 --> 00:10:45,565 I don't need to travel to get to amazing places. 175 00:10:46,525 --> 00:10:48,265 Well, at least think about it. 176 00:10:48,365 --> 00:10:50,225 I have. And I'm not going. 177 00:10:50,325 --> 00:10:54,326 End of. 178 00:10:57,367 --> 00:11:01,367 What's going on with your room? 179 00:11:02,168 --> 00:11:06,108 - They're refurbishing. - Why? 180 00:11:06,208 --> 00:11:08,029 - Your guess is as good as mine. - Oh, there he is. 181 00:11:08,129 --> 00:11:12,129 The old Kester... "I don't know, Rae. You tell me." 182 00:11:13,410 --> 00:11:16,710 It didn't matter what Kester said. That letter was in the bin. 183 00:11:16,810 --> 00:11:18,950 I wasn't going to freak ut about my future. 184 00:11:19,050 --> 00:11:21,151 Chloe was doing enough of that for everyone. 185 00:11:21,251 --> 00:11:24,271 She was obsessed with getting into Lincolnshire School of Business, 186 00:11:24,371 --> 00:11:25,912 hence the power dressing. 187 00:11:26,012 --> 00:11:27,712 Don't take this the wrong way, Chloe, 188 00:11:27,812 --> 00:11:31,393 but you do know it's 1998, don't you, and not 1985? 189 00:11:31,493 --> 00:11:35,273 THEY LAUGH 190 00:11:35,373 --> 00:11:37,514 I think she meant the Filofax. 191 00:11:37,614 --> 00:11:41,234 Er, Filofaxes, Rae, are a revision tool. 192 00:11:41,334 --> 00:11:44,555 You would know if you took revision more seriously. 193 00:11:44,655 --> 00:11:47,155 All right listen up, everyone. I have to say, 194 00:11:47,255 --> 00:11:50,076 when I looked at the date this morning, my heart jumped slightly. 195 00:11:50,176 --> 00:11:51,596 I'm sure I wasn't the only one. 196 00:11:51,696 --> 00:11:54,437 That's right, less than one week to go before A levels. 197 00:11:54,537 --> 00:11:57,317 But there will be a careers fair tomorrow afternoon. 198 00:11:57,417 --> 00:12:01,418 Erm, Miss, is there going to be people there from the business community? 199 00:12:02,058 --> 00:12:05,199 Or is it just going to be like people from, like, you know, round here? 200 00:12:05,299 --> 00:12:07,119 My dad's coming. 201 00:12:07,219 --> 00:12:11,200 - Your dad owns the cattery. - Yeah. It's a business. 202 00:12:11,300 --> 00:12:15,280 Lois is right. There will be several local businesses represented. 203 00:12:15,380 --> 00:12:17,641 If you don't get the grades you're hoping for, 204 00:12:17,741 --> 00:12:19,761 or if you didn't get the offer you're expecting, 205 00:12:19,861 --> 00:12:22,722 there'll be people waiting to talk to you in the hall... 206 00:12:22,822 --> 00:12:26,642 Have Bristol rejected you now, then, Rae? 207 00:12:26,742 --> 00:12:27,882 Yeah. 208 00:12:27,982 --> 00:12:30,203 What? Officially? 209 00:12:30,303 --> 00:12:30,843 Yeah. 210 00:12:38,144 --> 00:12:40,885 MUSIC: Sunday Shining by Finley Quaye 211 00:12:40,985 --> 00:12:42,645 - You OK to turn that down a sec? - Yeah. 212 00:12:42,745 --> 00:12:44,725 PHONE RINGS 213 00:12:44,825 --> 00:12:48,826 Hello? 214 00:12:49,786 --> 00:12:53,527 Tell... tell me you're joking. 215 00:12:53,627 --> 00:12:57,048 You're not joking. 216 00:12:57,148 --> 00:13:01,288 Well, then, I'm really sorry. 217 00:13:01,388 --> 00:13:05,389 I'm genuinely sorry. 218 00:13:08,710 --> 00:13:12,710 You, erm, you OK, Rob? 219 00:13:14,071 --> 00:13:16,411 That was my date. 220 00:13:16,511 --> 00:13:19,491 What I thought was my date. 221 00:13:19,591 --> 00:13:21,892 Long story, man. 222 00:13:21,992 --> 00:13:25,212 She let you down? 223 00:13:25,312 --> 00:13:29,313 He. 224 00:13:33,034 --> 00:13:37,035 And not for the first time. 225 00:13:43,636 --> 00:13:46,496 DIALLING TONE 226 00:13:46,596 --> 00:13:50,597 Archie, I've got one. 227 00:13:53,197 --> 00:13:55,618 Oh, sorry about my language. 228 00:13:55,718 --> 00:13:58,818 - What language? - What the fuck are you doing in my room? 229 00:13:58,918 --> 00:14:01,539 Can you keep your voice down when you're swearing at me, please? 230 00:14:01,639 --> 00:14:04,659 - The baby's sleeping. - Why are you in my room? 231 00:14:04,759 --> 00:14:08,220 Right, I came in here on behalf of Blockbusters Video, 232 00:14:08,320 --> 00:14:12,021 looking to put an end to that Benny and Joon saga once and for all. 233 00:14:12,121 --> 00:14:15,141 But I ended up finding something a little bit better than 234 00:14:15,241 --> 00:14:18,302 Johnny Depp, didn't I? 235 00:14:18,402 --> 00:14:22,402 You told me it went badly. Rae! 236 00:14:22,842 --> 00:14:26,843 Do you know how many member of our family have been to university? 237 00:14:27,523 --> 00:14:28,744 None! 238 00:14:28,844 --> 00:14:32,844 I am so proud of you, young lady. 239 00:14:33,964 --> 00:14:38,145 I am so proud of my little chicken. 240 00:14:38,245 --> 00:14:42,246 She's finally hatched, and she's turned into a beautiful swan. 241 00:14:45,566 --> 00:14:47,987 With English Paper One in just ten days' time, 242 00:14:48,087 --> 00:14:50,907 I could spot a mixed metaphor a mile away. 243 00:14:51,007 --> 00:14:55,008 Come and sit down next to your old mum. 244 00:15:02,649 --> 00:15:05,510 Come in, love. 245 00:15:05,610 --> 00:15:07,150 I tell you important story. 246 00:15:07,250 --> 00:15:11,931 When my father was a young man, he moved from the desert to the city 247 00:15:12,491 --> 00:15:14,191 to make better life. 248 00:15:14,291 --> 00:15:17,992 But before he leave, his father came to him. 249 00:15:18,092 --> 00:15:21,433 And he give my father a chain... 250 00:15:21,533 --> 00:15:25,533 ... to guard him his journey. And... 251 00:15:26,013 --> 00:15:30,014 ... to say he was very proud. 252 00:15:33,255 --> 00:15:35,275 Er... 253 00:15:35,375 --> 00:15:38,156 It would be, for me, 254 00:15:38,256 --> 00:15:41,716 an honour to give this to you 255 00:15:41,816 --> 00:15:45,817 to guard you your journey, Bristol, and... 256 00:15:46,697 --> 00:15:50,698 ... because I'm very proud of you. 257 00:15:53,218 --> 00:15:57,219 That's so beautiful. 258 00:16:00,339 --> 00:16:04,340 We're on our way! 259 00:16:06,180 --> 00:16:09,401 How do you break it to the people who believe in you the most 260 00:16:09,501 --> 00:16:13,502 that you don't want to follow the path they think is best for you? 261 00:16:14,262 --> 00:16:16,962 I needed to tell Finn. 262 00:16:17,062 --> 00:16:18,843 I wasn't going. 263 00:16:18,943 --> 00:16:22,943 Just because Bristol was a good opportunity didn't mean I had to go. 264 00:16:24,464 --> 00:16:27,084 - Hey, don't you be looking! - I'm not! 265 00:16:27,184 --> 00:16:28,284 SHE GASPS 266 00:16:28,384 --> 00:16:29,765 Boom! What do you think? 267 00:16:29,865 --> 00:16:33,245 Well, it's a little bit like it was yesterday. 268 00:16:33,345 --> 00:16:34,765 As in, identical. 269 00:16:34,865 --> 00:16:38,086 No. There's a beanbag and there's two new posters. 270 00:16:38,186 --> 00:16:42,187 And the fridge works. 271 00:16:42,627 --> 00:16:44,847 I'm happy for you. 272 00:16:44,947 --> 00:16:48,948 - Are you really? - Yeah. 273 00:16:50,188 --> 00:16:53,249 Because there's something that I wanted to ask you, 274 00:16:53,349 --> 00:16:57,349 and I... I didn't want to suggest it in case, you know, I was... 275 00:16:59,270 --> 00:17:01,730 ... holding you back. 276 00:17:01,830 --> 00:17:05,831 But, seeing as you didn't get into Bristol... 277 00:17:06,991 --> 00:17:08,811 ... if you... 278 00:17:08,911 --> 00:17:12,912 if you wanted to move in here... 279 00:17:22,354 --> 00:17:23,654 What?! 280 00:17:23,754 --> 00:17:25,974 Move in here with me. 281 00:17:26,074 --> 00:17:28,335 HE LAUGHS 282 00:17:28,435 --> 00:17:32,436 I mean, we could have a joint flat-warming party on Friday, 283 00:17:32,836 --> 00:17:33,776 if you want. 284 00:17:33,876 --> 00:17:37,876 Only if you want. It won't be a big deal. 285 00:17:42,597 --> 00:17:44,658 I love you. 286 00:17:44,758 --> 00:17:46,978 But how could I tell him now? 287 00:17:47,078 --> 00:17:51,079 How could I let anything get in the way of this? 288 00:17:53,879 --> 00:17:57,880 Cheers! Cheers! 289 00:17:58,320 --> 00:17:59,860 - The sexiest man since sliced ham 290 00:17:59,960 --> 00:18:03,961 wanted me to move in with him for decent music, proper cuddles 291 00:18:04,481 --> 00:18:07,382 and Olympic-standard gymnastic knobbing. 292 00:18:07,482 --> 00:18:09,302 I just had to pack the first bag, 293 00:18:09,402 --> 00:18:12,703 sneak past Mum so she didn't blow her top about Bristol, 294 00:18:12,803 --> 00:18:16,803 then get my arse round to Finn and Rae's new shag-shack. 295 00:18:19,084 --> 00:18:21,384 Oh, what's in your bag? 296 00:18:21,484 --> 00:18:24,625 Books. I'm going to revise. 297 00:18:24,725 --> 00:18:27,065 Revise my knowledge of Finn Nelson's genitalia. 298 00:18:27,165 --> 00:18:29,906 Good girl. 299 00:18:30,006 --> 00:18:33,586 DOORBELL RINGS 300 00:18:33,686 --> 00:18:36,507 Not flowers, Archie. Not the first time you meet him. 301 00:18:36,607 --> 00:18:40,607 They're for you. Chloe told me you didn't get into Bristol. 302 00:18:40,967 --> 00:18:44,968 Here comes the lecture from Mr University. 303 00:18:45,648 --> 00:18:46,908 There's always Clearing, Rae, 304 00:18:47,008 --> 00:18:48,749 and Peterborough Uni's always got places. 305 00:18:48,849 --> 00:18:52,109 Do you know what, it doesn't matter about not getting in. 306 00:18:52,209 --> 00:18:54,030 Finn's asked me to move in with him, 307 00:18:54,130 --> 00:18:58,130 so I'm going to be doing a degree in the art of fellatio. 308 00:18:59,931 --> 00:19:02,231 Come on! 309 00:19:02,331 --> 00:19:04,912 Looking a bit nervous there, Arch! 310 00:19:05,012 --> 00:19:09,012 Well, what if I'm not his type? 311 00:19:10,733 --> 00:19:12,313 Oh, my God. 312 00:19:12,413 --> 00:19:15,954 It's like being gay in 3D. 313 00:19:16,054 --> 00:19:17,154 Well... 314 00:19:17,254 --> 00:19:21,254 You know what they say, don't you? "Nerves are a good thing." 315 00:19:22,015 --> 00:19:23,515 Why do they say that? 316 00:19:23,615 --> 00:19:24,675 Don't know! 317 00:19:24,775 --> 00:19:28,116 It's just something that you say to nervous people, isn't it? 318 00:19:28,216 --> 00:19:30,476 OK. 319 00:19:30,576 --> 00:19:34,577 I'm going in. 320 00:19:39,738 --> 00:19:41,238 Hiya. 321 00:19:41,338 --> 00:19:42,838 MUSIC: Babies by Pulp 322 00:19:42,938 --> 00:19:44,879 Who was that guy? 323 00:19:44,979 --> 00:19:46,639 Which guy? 324 00:19:46,739 --> 00:19:49,279 The geeky-looking guy I saw you with in that car just now. 325 00:19:49,379 --> 00:19:53,380 I don't know. 326 00:20:01,341 --> 00:20:05,342 MUSIC CONTINUES 327 00:20:14,024 --> 00:20:15,684 You OK, mate? 328 00:20:15,784 --> 00:20:19,785 Yeah, mate, just, erm, just looking, just looking. 329 00:20:39,548 --> 00:20:40,728 Was he checking me out? 330 00:20:40,828 --> 00:20:44,249 SHE LAUGHS 331 00:20:44,349 --> 00:20:47,369 Yeah. 332 00:20:47,469 --> 00:20:49,330 He's cute. 333 00:20:49,430 --> 00:20:52,010 Looks better without the bins. 334 00:20:52,110 --> 00:20:56,111 Get him to give me a call. 335 00:20:57,391 --> 00:20:58,691 And there it was. 336 00:20:58,791 --> 00:21:01,292 Against all odds, in a town that wasn't even supposed 337 00:21:01,392 --> 00:21:05,393 to have a dartboard, Archie had hit a massive gay bull's-eye. 338 00:21:06,513 --> 00:21:07,613 Hello! Hello. 339 00:21:07,713 --> 00:21:09,733 MUSIC: Babies by Pulp 340 00:21:09,833 --> 00:21:13,814 You can't just do that, you can't just pick what you want. 341 00:21:13,914 --> 00:21:18,055 Listen to this. 342 00:21:18,155 --> 00:21:20,815 OK. THEY GIGGLE 343 00:21:20,915 --> 00:21:23,616 * I want to take you home * 344 00:21:23,716 --> 00:21:26,496 * I want to give you children * 345 00:21:26,596 --> 00:21:29,777 - * You might be my girlfriend, yeah. * 346 00:21:29,877 --> 00:21:32,017 Moving in with someone's a big step, Rae. 347 00:21:32,117 --> 00:21:34,058 It's exciting. 348 00:21:34,158 --> 00:21:36,938 And Finn, he thinks that you turning down the offer from Bristol, 349 00:21:37,038 --> 00:21:38,978 he thinks that's a good idea, does he? 350 00:21:39,078 --> 00:21:42,659 - It's what we both want. - Because... 351 00:21:42,759 --> 00:21:44,739 ... well, because, from what I understand, 352 00:21:44,839 --> 00:21:47,660 from what you've told me about him, your boyfriend wouldn't want 353 00:21:47,760 --> 00:21:49,620 anything but the best for you, 354 00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:53,701 and he's selfless, you know, in that respect. 355 00:21:53,801 --> 00:21:57,022 - That's right, isn't it? - Yeah, he is. 356 00:21:57,122 --> 00:22:00,302 - What, so, he just thinks that Bristol's too far away? - No. 357 00:22:00,402 --> 00:22:02,623 - What, it's not a good enough university? - No. 358 00:22:02,723 --> 00:22:05,183 Please, help me out here, because I'm struggling here. 359 00:22:05,283 --> 00:22:07,943 There must be some reason why he's, erm... 360 00:22:08,043 --> 00:22:12,044 well, as I see it, clipping your wings. 361 00:22:12,444 --> 00:22:15,025 - He loves me. - Exactly. 362 00:22:15,125 --> 00:22:19,125 And I love him, and we live here, and that's the end of it. 363 00:22:21,366 --> 00:22:24,186 Just checking. 364 00:22:24,286 --> 00:22:26,827 You know something, Rae? We've been talking like this, 365 00:22:26,927 --> 00:22:30,467 me and you, for two years now. 366 00:22:30,567 --> 00:22:33,308 Now, a lot as changed in that time. 367 00:22:33,408 --> 00:22:35,908 In this room and out there. 368 00:22:36,008 --> 00:22:39,509 You have become someone extra special. 369 00:22:39,609 --> 00:22:42,590 Are you splitting up with me? 370 00:22:42,690 --> 00:22:44,950 We've reached the stage now, Rae, where we need to 371 00:22:45,050 --> 00:22:48,791 be looking to wind things down. 372 00:22:48,891 --> 00:22:52,951 To complete the process. 373 00:22:53,051 --> 00:22:56,232 That's it. That's why you want me to go to university. 374 00:22:56,332 --> 00:22:57,752 - No. - Because you want to end therapy, 375 00:22:57,852 --> 00:22:58,832 so that's your excuse. 376 00:22:58,932 --> 00:23:01,153 No, it's the opposite. I want you to go to university 377 00:23:01,253 --> 00:23:05,253 because you are ready to end therapy. 378 00:23:06,214 --> 00:23:08,634 You know your own mind, Rae. 379 00:23:08,734 --> 00:23:11,875 You've said as much yourself. 380 00:23:11,975 --> 00:23:15,975 How you're in love, how you're secure. 381 00:23:16,415 --> 00:23:20,276 It's a shock to any patient, the idea of ending sessions. 382 00:23:20,376 --> 00:23:22,717 Of course it is. 383 00:23:22,817 --> 00:23:25,557 But I say this with confidence... 384 00:23:25,657 --> 00:23:29,598 You have no idea how proud I am of you. 385 00:23:29,698 --> 00:23:32,678 Of how far you've come. 386 00:23:32,778 --> 00:23:34,519 Why are you doing it so suddenly? 387 00:23:34,619 --> 00:23:36,519 I'm not. 388 00:23:36,619 --> 00:23:38,959 There's no rush. 389 00:23:39,059 --> 00:23:43,060 It's not like flicking a switch. We can take it gently. 390 00:23:44,060 --> 00:23:48,061 I'm not going anywhere. 391 00:23:50,661 --> 00:23:54,662 Nearly finished. 392 00:23:55,382 --> 00:23:59,383 Look, actually, we're right in the middle of something here. Thank you. 393 00:24:02,423 --> 00:24:05,764 So, erm, what about the last week in June? 394 00:24:05,864 --> 00:24:09,865 That gives us three more sessions. 395 00:24:11,705 --> 00:24:15,446 Ever since I first left hospital, Kester had kept me together. 396 00:24:15,546 --> 00:24:18,206 But now it felt like the foundations of life in Stamford 397 00:24:18,306 --> 00:24:21,007 were starting to crack. 398 00:24:21,107 --> 00:24:23,447 At least I still had the gang to talk to. 399 00:24:23,547 --> 00:24:27,548 They could catch me if I fell. 400 00:24:28,348 --> 00:24:31,328 Rae! What the fuck?! 401 00:24:31,428 --> 00:24:33,969 We were supposed to be highlighting our Emmas like an hour ago. 402 00:24:34,069 --> 00:24:36,529 It's as if A levels mean nothing to you. 403 00:24:36,629 --> 00:24:40,630 Come on. It's started. 404 00:24:49,672 --> 00:24:51,012 Careers Day. 405 00:24:51,112 --> 00:24:55,113 Like the lights had just come on in the world's shittest disco. 406 00:24:58,393 --> 00:25:00,534 - Do you think I should join the army? - No. 407 00:25:00,634 --> 00:25:01,254 Are you sure? 408 00:25:01,354 --> 00:25:05,334 - Yeah. - Rae! 409 00:25:05,434 --> 00:25:09,435 Is that... Katie Springer?! 410 00:25:09,835 --> 00:25:12,056 Hang on, who's Katie Springer? 411 00:25:12,156 --> 00:25:14,976 She looks amazing. - Yeah, If you like that kind of thing. 412 00:25:15,076 --> 00:25:17,296 - Which everyone does. - Anyway, how do you know her? 413 00:25:17,396 --> 00:25:19,457 We met for like a second in Bristol. 414 00:25:19,557 --> 00:25:23,097 Rae, how's it going? I was so hoping to see you. 415 00:25:23,197 --> 00:25:25,498 - It's so weird being back at college. - What you doing here? 416 00:25:25,598 --> 00:25:28,338 Well, the principal's asked me back to talk about going to uni, 417 00:25:28,438 --> 00:25:31,459 and Dan Smith to talk about not going. 418 00:25:31,559 --> 00:25:35,560 - Ku Klux Dan? - Mmm-hmm, he works in the garden centre now. 419 00:25:38,800 --> 00:25:40,100 - Hiya, Izzy! - Hi, Katie. 420 00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:42,201 You all right? 421 00:25:42,721 --> 00:25:45,061 And you remember Chloe? 422 00:25:45,161 --> 00:25:49,162 Erm, it's nice to meet you. Hey, I like your costume. 423 00:25:50,322 --> 00:25:52,783 Can I have your attention everyone, please? 424 00:25:52,883 --> 00:25:55,423 Two of last year's leavers have kindly agreed to come back 425 00:25:55,523 --> 00:25:58,584 and tell you all a little bit about what life's like out there, 426 00:25:58,684 --> 00:26:01,984 so please welcome Katie Springer and Daniel Smith. 427 00:26:02,084 --> 00:26:06,085 APPLAUSE 428 00:26:07,045 --> 00:26:09,025 How could she not remember me? 429 00:26:09,125 --> 00:26:13,186 I used to blank her, like, the whole time. 430 00:26:13,286 --> 00:26:16,347 Hiya. Erm, I'm Katie. 431 00:26:16,447 --> 00:26:20,447 Er, when I was here, at Stamford, 432 00:26:21,208 --> 00:26:23,948 I pretty much had zero confidence. 433 00:26:24,048 --> 00:26:26,949 I kept myself to myself the whole time. 434 00:26:27,049 --> 00:26:31,049 Erm, most of you probably never even knew who I was. 435 00:26:32,650 --> 00:26:36,650 So even though I had this amazing, amazing offer 436 00:26:37,490 --> 00:26:41,491 to study at Bristol, I kept making out that uni wasn't for me. 437 00:26:41,891 --> 00:26:43,712 Stamford was big enough. 438 00:26:43,812 --> 00:26:47,952 So what I want to say to those of you who have an offer, 439 00:26:48,052 --> 00:26:51,473 or are just daunted by what's out there, 440 00:26:51,573 --> 00:26:54,673 beyond those gates... 441 00:26:54,773 --> 00:26:58,074 ... is be strong... 442 00:26:58,174 --> 00:27:00,394 ... and go for it. 443 00:27:00,494 --> 00:27:03,355 I would like to leave you with a quote by someone first 444 00:27:03,455 --> 00:27:06,195 introduced to me by Principal Dixon... 445 00:27:06,295 --> 00:27:08,756 George Eliot. 446 00:27:08,856 --> 00:27:12,857 "It's never too late to be what you might have been." 447 00:27:14,857 --> 00:27:18,858 Cheers! 448 00:27:21,058 --> 00:27:24,759 What year's George Eliot in? 449 00:27:24,859 --> 00:27:27,079 Maybe I'd been stupid to rule out Bristol. 450 00:27:27,179 --> 00:27:30,080 But, no... it was fine. Completely fine. 451 00:27:30,180 --> 00:27:33,520 Just because Katie Springer was like a walking advert for university 452 00:27:33,620 --> 00:27:37,081 didn't mean there weren't people who could do the same for Stamford. 453 00:27:37,181 --> 00:27:40,121 A lot of people think there's only one kind of Koi carp you can 454 00:27:40,221 --> 00:27:44,122 buy at the garden centre on Barnack Road. 455 00:27:44,222 --> 00:27:47,563 There aren't. There are six. 456 00:27:47,663 --> 00:27:51,123 Oh, bollocks. 457 00:27:51,223 --> 00:27:53,644 - Thank you. - Oh, this was getting ridiculous, 458 00:27:53,744 --> 00:27:57,164 I had to talk to someone who would understand about the offer. 459 00:27:57,264 --> 00:27:59,885 I wasn't thinking about it, because I didn't think I had anything 460 00:27:59,985 --> 00:28:02,065 - to think about, but I haven't even told him. - Told who? 461 00:28:03,625 --> 00:28:05,086 Finn. 462 00:28:05,186 --> 00:28:08,206 - Finn Nelson? - Yeah, I know. 463 00:28:08,306 --> 00:28:11,487 But If I stay here, then he's going to think that I gave up my dream 464 00:28:11,587 --> 00:28:13,687 - for him, but it's not like that! - What dream, Rae? 465 00:28:13,787 --> 00:28:15,127 Bristol. 466 00:28:15,227 --> 00:28:17,168 - So Bristol is your dream? - No, I didn't say that. 467 00:28:17,268 --> 00:28:19,208 Well, you literally just said that to me, Rae. 468 00:28:19,308 --> 00:28:20,888 No, well, I didn't think it was, 469 00:28:20,988 --> 00:28:23,489 - but now I've lied to everyone and it's all a big mess. - OK. 470 00:28:23,589 --> 00:28:25,289 I just don't know what to do. 471 00:28:25,389 --> 00:28:27,850 Look, I get your dilemma, I do. 472 00:28:27,950 --> 00:28:30,130 - Don't tell anyone about this! - No, I won't. 473 00:28:30,230 --> 00:28:31,970 Look, I don't go back for another week, 474 00:28:32,070 --> 00:28:35,651 so if you want to talk to me about this, then you can, OK? 475 00:28:35,751 --> 00:28:38,291 - All right. Thanks. - OK. 476 00:28:38,391 --> 00:28:42,092 An offer to read English at Bristol is fantastic, Rae. 477 00:28:42,192 --> 00:28:44,453 The Head of Department phoned to say how impressed 478 00:28:44,553 --> 00:28:45,893 he was by your passion. 479 00:28:45,993 --> 00:28:48,053 Said he didn't get the chance to tell you in person. 480 00:28:48,153 --> 00:28:49,533 Who else have you told? 481 00:28:49,633 --> 00:28:53,634 Well, everyone. It's such an inspiring story, Rae. 482 00:28:54,554 --> 00:28:57,955 - See you. - Rae! 483 00:29:04,076 --> 00:29:05,856 I knew I should've told Finn, 484 00:29:05,956 --> 00:29:09,057 but I hadn't thought there was a decision to make. 485 00:29:09,157 --> 00:29:13,158 I couldn't let him find out from anyone else. 486 00:29:23,399 --> 00:29:27,060 How the fuck was I going to explain this? 487 00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:29,980 Nice one, Raemundo! 488 00:29:30,080 --> 00:29:32,421 Oh, that's it, is it? Yeah, Rae's got her offer, 489 00:29:32,521 --> 00:29:34,021 - Chloe can sort herself out. - No. 490 00:29:34,121 --> 00:29:36,262 "Well, there is no point revising with her, 491 00:29:36,362 --> 00:29:38,542 she's not getting tip-top grades, is she?" 492 00:29:38,642 --> 00:29:39,902 Is that why you lied to me? 493 00:29:40,002 --> 00:29:42,863 - Izzy, have you seen Finn? - I'm trying to talk to you. 494 00:29:42,963 --> 00:29:44,023 He's looking for you. 495 00:29:44,123 --> 00:29:45,743 - Do you know where he went? - Rae, don't ignore me. 496 00:29:45,843 --> 00:29:47,664 I'm just trying to find out where Finn is. 497 00:29:47,764 --> 00:29:50,784 Well, I don't get why you lied to me. We're supposed to tell each other 498 00:29:50,884 --> 00:29:53,144 everything. Rae, I would have just revised on my own! 499 00:29:53,244 --> 00:29:54,745 You're not even revising, Chloe. 500 00:29:54,845 --> 00:29:57,545 - All you're doing is just highlighting stuff. - Do you mind? 501 00:29:57,645 --> 00:30:00,146 Sometimes whole pages, which is exactly the same 502 00:30:00,246 --> 00:30:03,566 as highlighting none of it! 503 00:30:06,807 --> 00:30:08,347 Danny, have you seen Finn? 504 00:30:08,447 --> 00:30:11,068 No. Listen, those two, they've had four shots each 505 00:30:11,168 --> 00:30:13,788 and they haven't said two words. 506 00:30:13,888 --> 00:30:17,889 Right. 507 00:30:25,690 --> 00:30:29,591 - What's going on? - We're raising a glass of non-alcoholic champagne. 508 00:30:29,691 --> 00:30:31,911 To you! 509 00:30:32,011 --> 00:30:33,872 Hey, Finn! Do you like Rae's chain? 510 00:30:33,972 --> 00:30:37,972 Karim got her that to keep her safe on her journey to Bristol. 511 00:30:38,812 --> 00:30:42,813 Yeah. Nice one. 512 00:30:47,294 --> 00:30:49,394 Don't. 513 00:30:49,494 --> 00:30:53,495 Here's to you. Genuinely, Rae. 514 00:30:59,856 --> 00:31:01,876 You know what? 515 00:31:01,976 --> 00:31:05,077 Before I asked you to move in with me... 516 00:31:05,177 --> 00:31:09,178 ... I checked there was no chance you were going to uni. 517 00:31:10,138 --> 00:31:13,038 I double checked, Rae. 518 00:31:13,138 --> 00:31:15,559 For me. 519 00:31:15,659 --> 00:31:18,119 Because the last thing I wanted to do in my life 520 00:31:18,219 --> 00:31:20,960 - is to hold you back, do you know that? - You're not holding me back. 521 00:31:21,060 --> 00:31:24,240 I went to the pub earlier, and you were all anyone was talking about. 522 00:31:24,340 --> 00:31:25,841 "Rae Earl's off to uni! 523 00:31:25,941 --> 00:31:29,241 Aw, you must be so proud, mate." Do you know what that's like? 524 00:31:29,341 --> 00:31:32,282 - Why would you lie to me? - I didn't. 525 00:31:32,382 --> 00:31:36,042 I didn't mean to. 526 00:31:36,142 --> 00:31:40,123 - Were you lying about the interview going badly? - No. 527 00:31:40,223 --> 00:31:41,843 No, were you lying when you said 528 00:31:41,943 --> 00:31:43,944 - you wanted to move in with me, no? - No. 529 00:31:47,624 --> 00:31:51,625 So, were you lying when you told me that you loved me? 530 00:31:53,705 --> 00:31:57,286 No! 531 00:31:57,386 --> 00:32:01,127 Oh, please, Finn... 532 00:32:01,227 --> 00:32:03,407 Being with you 533 00:32:03,507 --> 00:32:07,508 is more than I ever dreamed of. 534 00:32:07,908 --> 00:32:12,049 It's a joke and we both know it. 535 00:32:12,149 --> 00:32:16,149 People must think I've won a competition. 536 00:32:17,230 --> 00:32:18,690 Rae... 537 00:32:18,790 --> 00:32:22,571 Your mum showed me the letter. 538 00:32:22,671 --> 00:32:26,051 Look, if you can't decide what you really want... 539 00:32:26,151 --> 00:32:29,852 if you can't decide between us and uni... 540 00:32:29,952 --> 00:32:33,952 then I think... we should go on a break until you do. 541 00:32:35,433 --> 00:32:39,133 Because... 542 00:32:39,233 --> 00:32:41,774 ... cos I'm sorry, Rae, 543 00:32:41,874 --> 00:32:45,875 but this isn't... it's not fair, is it? 544 00:32:52,196 --> 00:32:53,216 - Finn! - What? 545 00:32:53,316 --> 00:32:55,316 Well, what about the party? 546 00:32:58,277 --> 00:33:00,337 Party? 547 00:33:00,437 --> 00:33:04,158 I'm not really in the mood. 548 00:34:01,368 --> 00:34:05,368 BABY CRIES 549 00:34:09,729 --> 00:34:12,690 - Will you see to her, Rae? - Yeah. 550 00:34:18,571 --> 00:34:21,071 So, there's always the long-distance relationship, 551 00:34:21,171 --> 00:34:24,192 but you have to put the hours in, you know, motorway-wise. 552 00:34:24,292 --> 00:34:26,712 Danny, I dunno. 553 00:34:26,812 --> 00:34:30,813 Well, the other option is the open relationship. 554 00:34:31,293 --> 00:34:34,153 You know? He can do his thing, you can do yours. 555 00:34:34,253 --> 00:34:36,254 Yeah, right. 556 00:34:38,774 --> 00:34:42,775 Danny... do you like living in Stamford? 557 00:34:43,575 --> 00:34:46,075 Is it enough for you? 558 00:34:46,175 --> 00:34:49,196 I love it, Rae. It's like I've scored a goal. 559 00:34:49,296 --> 00:34:53,477 It was perfect for Danny, but was Stamford enough for me? 560 00:34:53,577 --> 00:34:55,557 - CAR HORN TOOTS - Oh, here you go. 561 00:34:55,657 --> 00:34:57,918 It wouldn't be the same without the gang, 562 00:34:58,018 --> 00:35:02,018 and if the others moved on, what would I do? 563 00:35:02,658 --> 00:35:04,999 But while my own future was uncertain, 564 00:35:05,099 --> 00:35:07,679 Archie was on to a sure thing. 565 00:35:07,779 --> 00:35:11,780 Rob had invited him over, and dinner was NOT on the menu. 566 00:35:12,500 --> 00:35:15,481 I've... I've... I've, erm, I've shaved, Rae. 567 00:35:15,581 --> 00:35:18,041 - Do you think that was wise? - Yeah, you look nice. 568 00:35:18,141 --> 00:35:20,481 No. I've, erm... 569 00:35:20,581 --> 00:35:24,582 I've shaved. 570 00:35:26,182 --> 00:35:29,003 Oh, er, yeah, yeah! I'm sure he'll appreciate it. 571 00:35:29,103 --> 00:35:30,803 - Yeah? - Yeah. 572 00:35:30,903 --> 00:35:32,043 Good luck, Arch! 573 00:35:32,143 --> 00:35:35,444 Oh, cheers, Danny. Thanks for making me do this... 574 00:35:35,544 --> 00:35:39,725 Hey, listen, Archie... You don't have to do anything. 575 00:35:39,825 --> 00:35:41,325 Yeah, yeah, I do. 576 00:35:41,425 --> 00:35:43,245 No, because what if you get in there 577 00:35:43,345 --> 00:35:46,486 and then you decide that it's not for you? 578 00:35:46,586 --> 00:35:50,587 Well, it still would have been worth going in. 579 00:35:50,987 --> 00:35:54,987 All right. 580 00:35:59,908 --> 00:36:01,609 There he goes. 581 00:36:01,709 --> 00:36:05,449 Archibald and his bald balls! 582 00:36:05,549 --> 00:36:08,890 I couldn't believe how brave Archie was. 583 00:36:08,990 --> 00:36:12,991 He wasn't afraid to step into the unknown. 584 00:36:14,791 --> 00:36:17,211 I'm still not sure about that shirt. 585 00:36:17,311 --> 00:36:19,812 I wouldn't worry about the shirt, Rae. 586 00:36:19,912 --> 00:36:23,913 That'll be torn off his body the moment he steps inside. 587 00:36:26,033 --> 00:36:28,773 We'd been waiting outside Rob's for ages 588 00:36:28,873 --> 00:36:31,814 and I was starting to get worried. 589 00:36:31,914 --> 00:36:34,734 They'll be in an advanced state of foreplay by now. 590 00:36:34,834 --> 00:36:37,175 Hands, tongues, fingers, you name it... 591 00:36:37,275 --> 00:36:38,775 It'll be every man for himself. 592 00:36:38,875 --> 00:36:42,176 Penetration, Rae... 593 00:36:42,276 --> 00:36:44,056 will be imminent. 594 00:36:44,156 --> 00:36:47,657 Danny! 595 00:36:47,757 --> 00:36:51,337 What if Archie was wrong and it WASN'T worth going in? 596 00:36:51,437 --> 00:36:53,698 What if something terrible happens to you 597 00:36:53,798 --> 00:36:56,898 when you step into the unknown? 598 00:36:56,998 --> 00:36:59,499 What if Rob was actually a serial killer? 599 00:36:59,599 --> 00:37:02,539 What if he buried his victims under the patio, 600 00:37:02,639 --> 00:37:04,700 like in Brookside? 601 00:37:04,800 --> 00:37:08,800 They've been in there a really long time, Danny. 602 00:37:10,241 --> 00:37:11,861 I'm going in. 603 00:37:11,961 --> 00:37:14,101 - Are you sure? - Yeah. 604 00:37:14,201 --> 00:37:18,202 MUSIC: She's Lost Control by Joy Division 605 00:37:20,642 --> 00:37:23,943 * Confusion in her eyes that says it all * 606 00:37:24,043 --> 00:37:27,144 * She's lost control * 607 00:37:27,244 --> 00:37:29,984 * And she's clinging to the nearest passer-by * 608 00:37:30,084 --> 00:37:34,085 * She's lost control * 609 00:37:34,485 --> 00:37:36,225 * And she gave away the secrets of her past * 610 00:37:36,325 --> 00:37:38,906 * And said, "I've lost control again"... * 611 00:37:39,006 --> 00:37:40,706 MOANING 612 00:37:40,806 --> 00:37:44,587 Suddenly, I could see everything. 613 00:37:44,687 --> 00:37:48,687 Archie knew what he wanted and he was going for it. 614 00:37:49,087 --> 00:37:53,088 Archie had taken control, and I had to do the same. 615 00:38:03,330 --> 00:38:06,830 Ever since that letter arrived, everything had fallen apart. 616 00:38:06,930 --> 00:38:09,671 I had to fix it. 617 00:38:09,771 --> 00:38:13,772 I needed to put things back to the way they were before the offer. 618 00:38:14,212 --> 00:38:18,212 And that meant getting the gang together. 619 00:38:25,374 --> 00:38:27,714 Hiya. 620 00:38:27,814 --> 00:38:31,815 She's supposed to be revising, Rae. 621 00:38:32,255 --> 00:38:34,995 - Go on. - Thanks. 622 00:38:35,095 --> 00:38:36,516 MUSIC: Orinoco Flow by Enya 623 00:38:36,616 --> 00:38:40,616 KNOCK ON DOOR Hello. 624 00:38:46,057 --> 00:38:49,718 He shouldn't have let you in. 625 00:38:49,818 --> 00:38:53,819 Do you know, it wasn't what you said, it was the way that you said it. 626 00:38:55,819 --> 00:38:57,199 Sorry. 627 00:38:57,299 --> 00:39:00,840 Oh... 628 00:39:00,940 --> 00:39:02,680 - Just read it. - What is it? 629 00:39:02,780 --> 00:39:04,781 Just read it. 630 00:39:10,582 --> 00:39:13,202 That's fucking amazing! 631 00:39:13,302 --> 00:39:15,882 Well, I still need a B and two Cs. I've got no chance. 632 00:39:15,982 --> 00:39:17,683 - Yeah, you do. - No, I don't. 633 00:39:17,783 --> 00:39:20,123 You and Archie could do it. I'm out of my depth. 634 00:39:20,223 --> 00:39:23,604 And this stupid song! It's supposed to be "study friendly". 635 00:39:23,704 --> 00:39:25,884 It's Enya, for fuck's sake. 636 00:39:25,984 --> 00:39:27,284 Enya! 637 00:39:27,384 --> 00:39:31,385 OK, Chloe, I haven't... 638 00:39:32,425 --> 00:39:35,966 - I haven't been a very good revision partner, have I? - No. 639 00:39:36,066 --> 00:39:40,067 No. But the thing is... I've made my decision. 640 00:39:41,307 --> 00:39:43,967 Er, what decision? 641 00:39:44,067 --> 00:39:47,288 I'm staying in Stamford! 642 00:39:47,388 --> 00:39:48,408 Oh! 643 00:39:48,508 --> 00:39:49,448 So... 644 00:39:49,548 --> 00:39:53,549 We are going to have a flat-warming party. It is back on. 645 00:39:53,949 --> 00:39:55,929 Whoa! Hang on a minute. Where? 646 00:39:56,029 --> 00:39:57,530 Tonight. 647 00:39:57,630 --> 00:39:59,250 - Tonight?! - Yeah. 648 00:39:59,350 --> 00:40:02,571 Rae, that's all too quick. We've got Sociology on Monday morning. 649 00:40:02,671 --> 00:40:04,891 That is why you're going to drive. 650 00:40:04,991 --> 00:40:06,491 You're going to drive us back 651 00:40:06,591 --> 00:40:10,452 and then at some point we'll do some more revision. 652 00:40:10,552 --> 00:40:12,132 Are you OK? 653 00:40:12,232 --> 00:40:15,133 - Me? Yeah, I'm fine. - I don't think you're thinking straight. 654 00:40:15,233 --> 00:40:19,233 I am, Chlo, I just... need you to come with me. 655 00:40:20,714 --> 00:40:22,174 Please. 656 00:40:22,274 --> 00:40:23,534 Please? 657 00:40:23,634 --> 00:40:24,974 Fine! 658 00:40:25,074 --> 00:40:26,895 - Yeah? - Yep. 659 00:40:26,995 --> 00:40:29,935 Yes! Let's go. 660 00:40:30,035 --> 00:40:32,936 MUSIC AND CHATTER 661 00:40:33,036 --> 00:40:35,096 Finn said he was cancelling it. 662 00:40:35,196 --> 00:40:37,737 Yeah, but, erm, he changed his mind. 663 00:40:37,837 --> 00:40:39,697 Guys, should we stop at the offie? 664 00:40:39,797 --> 00:40:43,418 I think I've got enough here. Let's see. 665 00:40:43,518 --> 00:40:45,338 - Two, three... Five... - Raemundo. 666 00:40:45,438 --> 00:40:47,498 - 57... Shit, I lost count. Hang on. - Raemundo. 667 00:40:47,598 --> 00:40:48,899 What? 668 00:40:48,999 --> 00:40:51,419 Chill out. 669 00:40:51,519 --> 00:40:55,100 - Here we go. Drambuie Detonators. - Oh, yes, here he is! 670 00:40:55,200 --> 00:40:57,100 Whoa, wait, wait, wait... 671 00:40:57,200 --> 00:41:00,061 An hour in the making, 672 00:41:00,161 --> 00:41:02,381 three days of healing. 673 00:41:02,481 --> 00:41:03,741 Never say... 674 00:41:03,841 --> 00:41:06,502 I'm not a man of me word. 675 00:41:06,602 --> 00:41:08,982 HE MUTTERS 676 00:41:09,082 --> 00:41:12,863 THEY SNIGGER 677 00:41:12,963 --> 00:41:15,503 - Chop... 678 00:41:15,603 --> 00:41:17,784 - Who's Stan Ford? - Yeah. 679 00:41:17,884 --> 00:41:20,464 You idiot It's us. "Stanford Forever." 680 00:41:20,564 --> 00:41:24,185 It's Stamford. Stam-ford with an M. You numpty. 681 00:41:24,285 --> 00:41:26,065 You've lived here your whole life! 682 00:41:26,165 --> 00:41:28,946 THEY SNIGGER 683 00:41:29,046 --> 00:41:32,106 Like it. 684 00:41:32,206 --> 00:41:34,987 Right, drink up. 685 00:41:35,087 --> 00:41:36,587 Another? 686 00:41:36,687 --> 00:41:40,688 OTHERS STILL SNIGGERING 687 00:41:41,368 --> 00:41:45,509 Stanford... 688 00:41:45,609 --> 00:41:48,909 Right, shall we get a wriggle on? 689 00:41:49,009 --> 00:41:51,750 Can we please? You've still got some more shots to do. 690 00:41:51,850 --> 00:41:53,350 Yeah, yeah, yeah, drink up. 691 00:41:53,450 --> 00:41:55,110 MUSIC: Electro-Shock Blues by Eels 692 00:41:55,210 --> 00:41:59,211 * Feeling scared today * 693 00:41:59,851 --> 00:42:03,852 * Write down, "I am OK" * 694 00:42:05,132 --> 00:42:09,133 * A hundred times, the doctors say * 695 00:42:13,093 --> 00:42:14,954 * I am OK... * 696 00:42:15,054 --> 00:42:18,394 - THEY WHOOP - You love birds, get out of the way! 697 00:42:18,494 --> 00:42:19,754 * I am OK... * 698 00:42:19,854 --> 00:42:23,035 - Disgusting. Get off me! - Archie, don't you dare spill that on me! 699 00:42:23,135 --> 00:42:24,355 * I'm not OK... * 700 00:42:24,455 --> 00:42:28,456 THEY LAUGH AND WHOOP 701 00:42:32,297 --> 00:42:35,517 My name is Rae Earl. And I love this town! 702 00:42:35,617 --> 00:42:37,638 No-one gets out alive. 703 00:42:37,738 --> 00:42:40,118 In fact... it's a lock-in! 704 00:42:40,218 --> 00:42:41,718 THEY CHEER 705 00:42:41,818 --> 00:42:42,959 Stan Ford forever! 706 00:42:43,059 --> 00:42:44,439 Stan Ford forever! 707 00:42:44,539 --> 00:42:46,759 THEY WHOOP AND CHEER 708 00:42:46,859 --> 00:42:50,680 MUSIC: Song 2 by Blur 709 00:42:50,780 --> 00:42:54,040 * Woo-hoo * 710 00:42:54,140 --> 00:42:57,801 * Woo-hoo * 711 00:42:57,901 --> 00:42:59,681 * Woo-hoo... * 712 00:42:59,781 --> 00:43:02,602 TYRES SCREECH 713 00:43:02,702 --> 00:43:04,282 What time's the party start?! 714 00:43:04,382 --> 00:43:07,883 Izzy, I've already told you... 715 00:43:07,983 --> 00:43:10,643 The party starts when we get there. 716 00:43:10,743 --> 00:43:11,724 THEY CHEER 717 00:43:11,824 --> 00:43:14,564 So cheesy! 718 00:43:14,664 --> 00:43:18,665 THEY SHOUT AND CHEER 719 00:43:20,065 --> 00:43:24,066 Rae! 720 00:43:25,386 --> 00:43:27,006 Chloe! 721 00:43:27,106 --> 00:43:31,107 TYRES SCREECH 722 00:43:40,228 --> 00:43:42,769 - Rae, let me see your hands. - What the fuck, Chloe?! 723 00:43:42,869 --> 00:43:44,609 Let me see your hands! I'm fine! 724 00:43:44,709 --> 00:43:46,610 - Why haven't you told me?! - I'm fine! 725 00:43:46,710 --> 00:43:50,110 Don't shout at me, Rae. I'm here for you! 726 00:43:54,351 --> 00:43:58,352 TYRES SCREECH 727 00:43:59,392 --> 00:44:03,092 MUSIC: Talk Show Host by Radiohead 728 00:44:03,192 --> 00:44:07,193 * I want to * 729 00:44:09,073 --> 00:44:12,294 * I want to be someone else * 730 00:44:12,394 --> 00:44:16,395 * Or I'll explode * 731 00:44:19,835 --> 00:44:23,856 * Floating upon the surface * 732 00:44:23,956 --> 00:44:27,957 * For the birds * 733 00:44:30,677 --> 00:44:34,678 * The birds * 734 00:44:35,878 --> 00:44:39,879 * The birds * 735 00:44:47,280 --> 00:44:48,260 * You want... * 736 00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:49,981 Kester! 737 00:44:50,081 --> 00:44:52,901 Kester! Please! 738 00:44:53,001 --> 00:44:56,542 Kester! 739 00:44:56,642 --> 00:44:59,982 No! Kester! 740 00:45:00,082 --> 00:45:03,663 Kester! 741 00:45:03,763 --> 00:45:07,764 * With a gun and a pack of sandwiches * 742 00:45:08,844 --> 00:45:11,424 * And nothing * 743 00:45:11,524 --> 00:45:14,305 FAINT SIRENS 744 00:45:14,405 --> 00:45:18,406 * Nothing * 745 00:45:19,446 --> 00:45:23,446 * Nothing * 746 00:45:30,608 --> 00:45:32,748 * Nothing... * 747 00:45:32,848 --> 00:45:36,029 FAINT VOICES 748 00:45:36,129 --> 00:45:40,129 Chloe, can you hear me? 749 00:45:41,050 --> 00:45:45,050 * You want me *